Salam....

Will update soon.

I promise~

Sincerely,
Myself

reminiscing on my life

cannot sleep...all because i kept thinking about why i made the decision i made. why??? I have few regrets in my life..the biggest was about my ex..Ina..she change me completely, I became totally the opposite of what i imagine i will become.. however, fate brings me together with my gf, Farah. Probably I need to meet Ina before i can meet Farah which is what i fantasize/imagine and want as a gf. her character and personality really makes me questioned, why i can be with Ina for that 3 hell years instead with someone like Farah.

I feel i have wasted the 3 years of my life...fuck.

But, i have to look on the future and forget the past but at the same time learn from the past. Ive learned that you must follow your heart when some decision is hard to make. Logic play a part as well but when its about love, logic is second.

I can explain, with Ina, I realised that she cant be the one. I just knew it. But because I followed my logic that I need to continue this hell hole relationship mainly because i have been with her for 3 years, I suffered as a consequences.

huh.. thankfully, i have found my right one. And my heart/gut tells me that Farah is the one. without a doubt.

hopefully she is the one. insya Allah.

My Summer - Part 2

Wassup..

im a bit lazy right now...just gonna put some pics for you guys to look at..

Yeah, I have a lot of fun in summer. Doing stuff that I enjoyed with great company. Its weird when you have so much fun and suddenly all that fun disappeared and you've realized that you have works to do. Works that if you serious with it will turn out to be fun as well..but you have to be serious with it, indulge it, feel it, sense it.. then you will sure going to enjoy doing your work. What the hell im saying here? haha..

i never expected that im going to have this much fun in summer. THANK god Farah came here and also Pak andak's family as well in keeping me company in this summer. I think this summer will be balanced with fun and work. Work = research while fun = playing games, soccer etc.

huh..so lazy to write...ok lah..till then..ciow

btw, enjoy the pics

My Summer - Part 1

Hi there, I've been thinking of quiting this blogging thingy for quite sometimes already. Why u asked? Simply because of my laziness combined with my very busy schedule doing assignments, research etc. I've actually read all my previous posts and I found it to be really interesting. I found that when I read it, it tells me a lot about myself, about my life here with details in certain events. Probably if you think about it, in the future, if I still continuing this blog, I can have trails of event or feeling on certain things that can remind me of what I have done in the past. Yeah basically its like a diary..but I cannot promise to myself that I'm gonna write every week or whatever because I just know that I can't. But I can promise this, I promise I will update this blog whenever I feel doing it...

So, based on the title of this post, I'm gonna write about my summer 09. Since this is Part 1, I will only describe briefly what I have been up to this summer and maybe elaborate more in Part 2. My summer is awesome with so much activities. To sum up, the best thing about my summer are ;

a. spending my time with my Farah,

b. going waterfall with my frens

c. give a tour for Pak Andak n family around Brisbane n Gold Coast

So, since I'm damn lazy right now, I will then explain details about the best thing I did as mentioned above.

See ya~

On hold for awhile

Sorry...I have a lot to say but have little time to spend. Why? haha, try guessing....Obviously because I am busy~ haha, I got 1 report about the H1N1 virus that is due tomorrow. Thus, need to focus on that first. Probably, after I'm not that busy I will then tell you guys about my weekend which is quite hectic and also fun.. hehe.. k then

Stay tune!

From my Fan, with love.

Dear Anhar,

You know that it’s been quite some time that you haven’t updated your blog. I feel that you have neglected your fans. As I’m your biggest fan, I’m begging you to always update your blog because I really enjoy reading your thoughts and every day activities. Moreover, you also have promised to update your blog as often as you can, but I doubted you have kept that promise. Probably you are busy and haven’t have time to do that. But other people also busy with stuff and still can update their blog. Why can’t you? Just update anything even if it’s in one a month update. Please understand, I really want you to write again. Promise?

Regards

Your Biggest fan, Yourself.

Dear Yourself,

Thank you! You have waked me up and shook me really good. Huh, I never thought I will have fans for my blog. You are right in every way. I have neglected my blog and probably have forgotten a bit about my blog. Why you said? Yeah, because I was busy. But as you said, that’s should not be the reason and I have realized that. Sorry because I have disappoint you and many others. Hence, I can strongly promise you that I will change. From now on, every weekend (Saturdays and Sundays) I will update my blog.

I was thinking of dividing 2 part, Saturday’s part is for updating my previous weekly activities and for Sunday’s part, I will updating my plan for the next week. How about that? Besides that, I would also include some of my thoughts about anything. So, weekend is my obligate days of updating my blog and maybe I will update in other days if I’m not that busy.

I will try to fulfill my promise this time! Lastly, thank you again for remind me and support me.

Sincerely,

Anhar

flash update

huh, its been awhile right..shit man, im sooo damn bz. 3 assignments, 3 exams 2 presentation in 2 weeks period.. WTF!! hurmm, probably after that then can i study, seriously just as the previous semester, assignments are killing me!!....i have to brace this with all i have.. this upcoming 2 weeks!! may Allah give me the strength...